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Tyro

First steps and early work

We all have to start somewhere.

I never studied to be a photographer nor apprenticed as a photographer's assistant. Instead I started taking photos during a family trip to Nowra (a small seaside township south of Sydney) when I was sixteen. For the following decade, during high-school and university while studying for technical degrees, all my photography was self-taught and pursued as a hobby in my spare time.

Below is a selection of this early work. Some of them are okay, but others clearly show I had a lot to learn!

Image Gallery

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After University

image link - Renaissance Hotel, Sydney - 52.4 KBRenaissance Hotel, Sydney
(Jul 1992) What was then the Renaissance Hotel (currently it's the Sydney Harbour Marriot), as seen from the Cahill Expressway above Circular … (more)

... Quay. Obviously I was spending far too much time admiring Steiglitz's 1920s photographs of New York.

image link - Coogee cottage - 62.7 KBCoogee cottage
(Sep 1992) A sarcastic paean to mortgage slaves. Many of my friends were signing up for the Suburban Dream, so I created … (more)

... this to use on "Having Fun Yet?" Christmas cards. As a colour image it would have been ruthless, but unfortunately in B&W it's just a harmless abstraction.

image link - Martin Place Sydney - 54 KBMartin Place Sydney
(Aug 1992) Martin Place at lunchtime. At the time I thought the composition clever, but it looks more like a self-conscious gimmick … (more)

... now.

image link - Darling Harbour playground - 76.7 KBDarling Harbour playground
(Jun 1992) Is more interesting. I went on a pleasant date the night before with a law school acquaintance, so I took … (more)

... this to capture the cheerful, up-beat mood. I used a Nikon F4S, a super-conspicuous monster even back then. Of course any attempt to photograph a child in a playground today, with any kind of camera, would be begging for trouble.

image link - Darling Harbour sandpit - 60.2 KBDarling Harbour sandpit
(Feb 1993) The playground at Darling Harbour again, a few months later. Another lazy gimmick shot. (more)

 

image link - Sydney Royal Botanic Gardens schoolgirls - 65.5 KBSydney Royal Botanic Gardens schoolgirls
(Jul 1992) A group of schoolgirls reading in the Royal Botanic Gardens in Sydney. I'm still surprised at how close I managed … (more)

... to get with a Nikon F4S, with only the front pair of girls noticing.

image link - Circular Quay park - 77.7 KBCircular Quay park
(Jul 1992) An office worker having a lunch-time snooze in the sun at Circular Quay. A strange pastiche of Kertész, Moholy-Nagy and … (more)

... Dali.

image link - Office workers, Martin Place - 57.1 KBOffice workers, Martin Place
(Aug 1992) When critics fuss about "a lack of connection with the subject", I presume this the kind of thing they would … (more)

... rather see. Yeah well, the "staring at the camera" business always struck me as ineptitude rather than Engagement! The pic also illustrates the perils of relying on auto-focus for candid work. Here the AF detector locked onto the sandwich kiosk in the background, rendering the main subjects totally out of focus!

image link - Pitt Street Mall shoppers - 60.7 KBPitt Street Mall shoppers
(Aug 1992) Lunch-time office workers at the Pitt Street Mall in Sydney. A bit of a half-baked photo: I should have moved … (more)

... three metres to the left to center the mannequins between the couple.

image link - Australia Square workers - 62.4 KBAustralia Square workers
(Aug 1992) HCB Lite. Three women have a break while Andy fiddles with Geometric Exercises. (more)

 

image link - Hurstville CD shopper - 49.2 KBHurstville CD shopper
(Oct 1992) An example of the kind of frustrations I had to face in the early 90s. Although I managed to reduce … (more)

... the grain (T-Max 400 at ISO 1600 developed in Perceptol 1+1), the results still had too much noise and contrast. The limited DOF is nice, but the belly-button angle (necessitated by the Nikon F4S waist-level finder) is distractingly timid. I should have also waited for a better expression, although this was a problem with all my photography back then. Nevertheless the shot was taken indoors in a retail (ie. photo-hostile) environment, so it's among the earliest of many attempts which would eventually develop into Sydney Unposed [1].

image link - Circular Quay shadows - 66.6 KBCircular Quay shadows
(Jul 1992) Kertész-lite at Circular Quay. Here I was venting spleen at my job as a baby-shark in a Sydney law-firm (which … (more)

... I quit a fortnight later). Begs the question — why didn't I photograph things I hated in the office, rather than looking for harmless substitutes outside? ( There was plenty of material to work with too! Junior staff gathering around partners like pigeons at feeding time; half-drunken Suit's chasing each other through empty offices on Thursday nights; corporate spinsters stomping around in mile high heels; Team Players trooping off to games in rain or 45°C sunshine… )
Portraits

image link - Dave Mason, The Reels - 23.8 KBDave Mason, The Reels
(Mar 1982) Dave Mason, lead vocalist of the band "The Reels" [1], at the Sydney Cove Tavern. This was when Sydney still … (more)

... had a live music scene [2]. Not any more. Twenty years later this particular venue was converted into a supermarket, while other pubs replaced bands with poker machines [3]. In the early 80s I used to photograph gigs in a vague hope of breaking into the rock photography circuit. Unfortunately things didn't work out, but I did learn how to work discreetly in often hostile surroundings. ( Oh yeah? Nick Cave and The Birthday Party [4], in a mosh-pit full of head-butting punks, three spiked heads from the stage. The Nick sees my camera, starts spitting in my direction, and then takes a running dive into the audience, aiming directly at me. Talk about a hate-magnet! Luckily I was surrounded by taller punks, so they received most of the impact… )

image link - Warringah Expressway Picnic - 93.2 KBWarringah Expressway Picnic
(Apr 1981) A Dylanesque shot of one of my STHS [1]/ Oatley friends, Paul Saintilan [2], taken during a picnic on the … (more)

... Warringah Expressway in North Sydney. Paul has become perhaps the most successful of our high school group: a BFA in composition; AGSM MBA; EMI and Decca London; Music Viva; AIM; and most recently a PHD in Marketing [3] (!)

image link - Wendy Portrait - 123.1 KBWendy Portrait
(Aug 1984) Wendy Hanlin, one of my 1980's UNSW Chemistry friends [1]. We took this photo one evening while mucking around in … (more)

... my room, in between an all-afternoon lunch and smoking three packs of cigarettes (her directly, me indirectly). Notice the bean-bag, slouch ankle boots, lycra leggings and Zelda haircut — all back in fashion after more than twenty years! A warm and funny woman, we caught up for another photo shoot in June 1991, and more recently via a couple of e-mails in July 2005. At the time she was working as a physiotherapist, had finally quit smoking, and was happily married with two young children [2].

image link - Paul Gas Mask - 124.8 KBPaul Gas Mask
(Apr 1983) Another STHS [1]/ Oatley mate, Paul Underwood, pauses from running amok with a .45 automatic [2] and M17 Gas Mask … (more)

... [3] in Macdonaltown. Always cheerful, we noticed Paul became a little too laid-back as we reached the end of high school. At the time we assumed it was due to his fondness for reggae music and a certain green weed… Only later did we learn it was actually the preliminary stages of Leigh's Disease [4], which was misdiagnosed as epilepsy in 1984, and which finally killed him in 1996.

image link - Sharon Portrait - 103.3 KBSharon Portrait
(Dec 1990) Sharon Freund, one of my 1990's UNSW Law friends [1]. I only got to know Sharon well during our final … (more)

... year. At the time she seemed a little bit adrift, but didn't we all?… A few years later she landed firmly on her feet. A post-grad degree and then career, marriage, children and nannies. Last I heard (early 2006) she was secretary to the Arthritis Australia foundation [2] and had also been appointed a part-time NSW magistrate.

image link - Anitra Portrait - 112.2 KBAnitra Portrait
(May 1985) UNSW Law Revue director and producer Anitra Hadley, vamping it up during a UNSW Med Revue cast-party. (more)

 
University

image link - Burning Palms, Royal National Park - 83.1 KBBurning Palms, Royal National Park
(Jan 1991) A place called "Burning Palms" in the Royal National Park, 50km south of Sydney. The influence of my (then) hero … (more)

... Steichen is obvious. Over the years I've also become irritated by the photo's clumsy emotionality (at the time I was in love with an unresponsive divorcee).

image link - Burning Palms, Royal National Park - 170.9 KBBurning Palms, Royal National Park
(Feb 1991) Same location as before, but taken early morning and facing the opposite direction. This image isn't too bad, despite being … (more)

... a subconscious rip-off of the background in Sydney Long's "Pan 1898" painting [1].

image link - Sydney Harbour Bridge - 154 KBSydney Harbour Bridge
(Aug 1991) Sydney Harbour Bridge as a pot-rivetted steel cactus. Lots of fun as an intellectual exercise, but the point is?… What … (more)

... also bothers me is that it is such a blatant rip-off of 1930s modernist works. What was I doing rehashing material from someone else's past?…

image link - Hurstville Westfield foodcourt - 49.7 KBHurstville Westfield foodcourt
(Jul 1991) An early experiment with indoor candids, shot in a suburban shopping center in Sydney's south. Nice and moody, but T-Max … (more)

... 3200 had a limited dynamic range and was excessively grainy.

image link - Manly Beach - 45.6 KBManly Beach
(Feb 1991) Pseudo Moholy-Nagy, in colour and on the beach at Manly. Ah yes, but what does it mean and what does … (more)

... it have to do with Australia/ Sydney/ Manly/ Me in 1991?

image link - Stanwell Park beach - 54.2 KBStanwell Park beach
(Apr 1990) A couple towelling themselves after a swim at Stanwell Park Beach, 70km south of Sydney. The image almost works, but … (more)

... it is spoilt by the low taking angle and distracting ground clutter. Years later I also realised it was an accidental crib of Max Dupain's "Bondi 1939" [1].

image link - Shark Beach, Nielsen Park - 59.5 KBShark Beach, Nielsen Park
(Jan 1990) A sunbather reading at Shark Beach (sic!) in Vaucluse, eastern Sydney. Love the headphones and kids frolicking in the surf. … (more)

... Hate the "stab in the back" angle and (again) subconscious rip-off of Max Dupain's famous "The Sunbaker 1937" [1].

image link - Art Gallery of NSW couple - 62.7 KBArt Gallery of NSW couple
(May 1991) A sunday afternoon cuddle on the grass outside the Art Gallery Of NSW. A notorious image in that it was … (more)

... the first of my pics "deep-linked" (ie. stolen) by another site, in this case a Russian women's e-zine. What was amusing was that they used it in a lovey-dovey context — I guess they didn't notice the steel bars in the background… BTW I worked around the heist by setting up a redirect to load a replacement pic of a busy "shemale" instead :?)

image link - UNSW Law Revue - 74.3 KBUNSW Law Revue
(Aug 1990) I participated in over ten student revues while at University, either as photographer or sound or video or lighting bloke, … (more)

... or even once as a stage manager. This photo is from my last gig, the 1990 Law Revue [1], and is a reprise of a similar shot I did for an earlier Med Revue [2].

image link - Sydney Royal Botanic Gardens family - 60.5 KBSydney Royal Botanic Gardens family
(Apr 1982) A family moment in the Royal Botanic Gardens in Sydney. A very early candid shot, and at the time I … (more)

... was thrilled at how close I imagined I got. Of course today I would junk the image due to its ugly lens flare, "stab in the back" angle and because I wasn't close enough.

image link - SCC steps, George Street - 57.2 KBSCC steps, George Street
(Jun 1982) Schoolboys waiting for the afternoon bus outside the (then) Sydney County Council building, across the road from Sydney Town Hall. … (more)

... Here for a change I got things right — in close, in colour, the people in their environment, undisturbed by me. Consequently this is one of the few early images which still works.
 
High School

image link - Speakers Corner, The Domain - 78.8 KBSpeakers Corner, The Domain
(Jul 1981) Sunday orators in the Domain outside the Art Gallery of NSW. In the early 80s they could still attract a … (more)

... sizeable crowd, but today the handful who turn up rant mostly to themselves. As a teenager I was fascinated by the David Potts rear-view photograph of a man with rosary beads walking along a street in Nicosia Cyprus — so much so that I often wasted a lot of time trying to reproduce the effect.

image link - Pyrmont Bridge - 43.9 KBPyrmont Bridge
(Jun 1981) In 1981 the Sydney Morning Herald newspaper held a student photography competition. This shot, taken with a borrowed Yashicamat 124G, … (more)

... was one of my entries. It depicts a quiet moment during the evening rush-hour on Pyrmont Bridge in Darling Harbour, looking west towards the Fielders bread factory and Pyrmont Power Station. More than twenty-five years later most of these landmarks are gone, pulled down to make way for the Sydney Casino and Darling Harbour re-development.

image link - Winter sunbather, The Domain - 83.5 KBWinter sunbather, The Domain
(Jun 1981) Another starter for the SMH competition, this time taken in the Domain park outside the Art Gallery of NSW. This … (more)

... is my first ever "don't ask, just shoot" candid (and I was terrified while doing it!). It made it into the competition Merit Entries Exhibition at the Centerpoint Tower in Sydney. Unfortunately my untitled image had been christened "Lazy" by some unknown hack — I still remember how furious I was about this.

image link - Macdonaldtown rail viaduct - 53.7 KBMacdonaldtown rail viaduct
(Feb 1981) Trite nonsense and cheesy kids stuff. Find a piece of graffiti, snap a photo when something ironic happens nearby. Ho-hum, … (more)

... yawn.

image link - Berrys Bay, Waverton Park - 76.7 KBBerrys Bay, Waverton Park
(Jul 1980) A couple of teenage girls at Waverton Park. My first ever photo of complete strangers, although not a true candid … (more)

... because I asked for permission before taking it. I still like how it radically changes meaning when you notice the empty bottle at the lower RHS shoreline… The colour balance is a bit strange here because the cheap, non-professional C41 negative has not aged well.

image link - Scarborough Primary School - 38.2 KBScarborough Primary School
(May 1980) A deserted view of Scarborough Primary School on a winter Sunday afternoon. Although a spectacularly banal shot, it's from my … (more)

... first ever roll of film! Again the colour is a little wobbly due to cheap C41 and poor storage.

Notes

Growing Pains

I don't regard the above material as "profound examples of my early photography", but rather simple mistakes made by a young photographer just starting out. I have only bothered to include them to provide a comparison with more recent work.

As I look over these "Tyro" images, some barely a dozen years old, I am struck by how unsure I was of myself. When I should have been finding my own voice and direction, I took the easy way out and instead copied from the usual parade of photo-heroes.

The influences should be pretty obvious: for people images — Max Dupain, David Moore, Kertész and (grudgingly) HCB; for landscapes — Steichen and Moholy-Nagy; for cityscapes, mostly Stieglitz. Being self-taught, I never heard of Winogrand, Klein or Frank — which is just as well, as I would have "quoted" from them too, and lord knows the world can do without another wide-angled B&W pecker!

The greatest problem though was a naïve tendency to treat people as mere props in a geometric landscape. What made it worse was that I knew I was doing it, but I couldn't find a work-around which still retained the spontaneous, no-permission nature of what I wanted to shoot.

Only years later did I realise that part of the solution was being more self-confident, low-key, moving in closer, and having the determination and patience to wait until the subject's expression was "right". Unfortunately a lot of my early work was done when merely the composition was right, which of course is a significantly different thing.

The Wrong Gear

Another problem was the endless struggle with inappropriate film(s) and camera(s).

I desperately wanted to shoot colour, but at the time every E6, C41 or Kodachrome film was too expensive, slow, grainy or yielded (to my eyes) weird results. So I was forced to work in B&W, if only to keep costs down and gain full control over the final image. Yet I hated the limitations of monochrome, even back then!

Then there were the cameras I used. At the time I believed the only way to obtain truly candid (35mm) shots was by using waist-level finders on Nikon Fs. Most of the time this worked well, but after a few years I grew frustrated at always having to shoot at stomach height in a landscape format. The incredibly loud Nikon shutters didn't help either, forcing me to stay outdoors in busy locations, just to help mask the noise.

What about using a different type of camera? Due to outrageous prices in Australia, Leicas were way out of the question. Rolleiflexes? No - I had been turned off TLRs by endless focus problems I had with a mis-calibrated Rolleiflex T. Minoltas? Canon Fs? Just as loud as the Nikons. So I kept struggling with Nikon Fs for a few years, and then in the early 1990s simply gave up.

What I should have done of course was trade-in my gear, buy a second-hand "beater" rangefinder, and then try something different. Well it took a while (and a cancer scare), but I finally got around to doing it in 1999!

Only 35 images?

Pretty much. I might add a few more portraits later, but as I note earlier, I only provide this material to act as a point of reference against more recent work.